Visible form is created within the state of Intellect. If I don’t perceive myself, although I am wrapped up in consciousness, then Intellect takes control of me. If I don’t perceive myself, it doesn’t mean that I don’t exist. When you are in a nonconscious state, interactions with the world at large take place in a standard, preset mode. This ‘standard’ mode is dictated by society, or it would be better to say that I unconsciously perceive it until I find myself. Everything that society considers normal is taken as a comfortable and safe place by the Intellect, and society always aspires toward security and building comfort zones. This habit helps to prevent us from experiencing a fear of the unknown. Otherwise our social personality could be ruined, which is comparable to death for a person. This personality always strives for control over our affairs, while at the same time it is unable to be its own master. That’s how we live, moment by moment. We create a comfort zone for ourselves and then just live out our days.

Just imagine if you began each and every morning as if you had to explore your life anew. This creates pressure on your state of Mind, as well as forming the social personality that interacts with the world. It simply has to know what happens and the reasons, as otherwise it cannot function and can fall into a state of frustration.

Before every appearance

I know and see myself. This awakening continues until I reach the low frequency energy of the Earth. I am connected to this energy and I suffer as a result. It starves me of oxygen, it extinguishes my inner flame. And I need to break out of the manacles with which I restrain myself in this world. Otherwise I will return to the Earth as just another reincarnation.

My continued reincarnations are the result of when in a nonconscious state of mind during my past lives I reacted to some information that dragged me down into a state of segregation. This illusory state of disunity and duality, in which I believed, led my mind to its nonconscious state. This state transformed me into a garbage can into which people dumped their waste. While my Mind was in this non-conscious stage I collected a lot of garbage.

It was only when I left my body that I saw the pointless life I had spent once again, how I had forgotten myself while I lived. A part of me begged to come back to my senses and not to condemn myself to roam forever, but the other part was not listening. Every minute I spend segregated led to a heightening of Ego and the creation of new attachments. This false sense of self admiration gave me ego-energy, an empty force that made me consider myself to be powerful and to take on unnatural roles.

This was all just a way to feel a sense of belonging in life – a feeling I created myself in order to remember.

Since then I am still waiting for the moment when I can find, from within everything that has built up, that one single thought which will reunite all of my parts. I will then see the reflection in the world around and I will let it all go and break the manacles. And while I am in the state of a wandering mind, I am just a grain of sand in the limitless Universe and I am fated to be reborn forever.

I will mark out in this text where I associate myself with the Mind for you to differentiate where I am and where it is you in the state of the wandering mind.

Turn your back on the ethos of civilization that is focused on reaching goals, we achieve harmony in the Path pre-ordained by all existence.

Tao Te Ching

The incarnation begins

with another appearance on the Earth which reminds me that:

I became absorbed with messing around during my past lives and

Instead of self-discover I was in a non-conscious state of Mind, increasing ego and vanity.

I have to learn my lessons:

To love those who I didn’t love.

To forgive those who I didn’t forgive.

To release those who I didn't release.

And to come to know myself I must get rid of the layers of the Collective Mind which I became a part of.

I saw

every minute detail in existence. In this vision, the world was separated in these details and turned into a mosaic. Every piece of this puzzle is a part of me. Calling on the power of love and forgiveness I will gather myself together. It is a difficult task but the will to live one more life as a human being reminded me that I will cope with whatever awaits me.

My heart beats again

inside my body. We can still remember our past lives, parents and other souls that helped us to learn our lessons.

As he got older, he seldom remembered me due to his aspiration toward ego-energy. I gave him a sign to remember me by, but this world and the people in it insist on other things. What is it that they want to reach, in the end… when the journey of life is broken down into points, aims, and dreams, and then at the end everything repeats itself. Replay.

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