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– Look, it's hard for you to believe, because the very mechanism of transmigration is based on this, everything has to be realistic. But this is your real body. You feel a little different now.
– A little yes," she said quietly.
She wanted to know if the recent events between Rutra and her friend were a lie. Rutra, on the other hand, realized the significance of exclusivity for her. It was much more serious for her than it was for him. That is the nature of the sexes. We often live in fantasies, even in reality; the less we do trial and error, the more fantasies we have. Chastity and the knowledge of god, the knowledge of god and the eternal flight of scientific thought. And yet only practice yields the fruits necessary in reality for us as living substances, otherwise how, even if according to Descartes, we, being a thought without a body, knowing what we are, not feeling pleasure, and therefore not feeling emotion, would still not give birth to thought. Because according to philosophy, including that of the above-mentioned respected thinker, we are our self, even if we do not have a body, but we have the ability to think. And Rutra's conclusions concerned the fact that without a body, without its sensations, we will not give birth to thought, because behind representation and imagination there must be a support of practice in the form of those very feelings of pleasure and emotion. Of course, also pain, including spiritual pain, gave us a hurricane of inferences. And here this effect worked because it was desired: the effect by us of an imagined reality. Every woman wants to be deceived. She believes the worst, but hopes for the best. Knowing this, Ruthra wanted to whisper in YatSan's ear, "It's all lies," but changed his mind:
– Look, it's taping right now. You've already made friends with Irene as a girl. So, lie down in the rig, we'll transfer your consciousness back into the body you're looking for, then you'll wake up and watch the video.
Having said that, still whispered in her ear about what he really wished for.
– I enjoyed watching the story in the pool and really wouldn't mind doing it again, and everyone before and after too.
She, looking at Rutra with eyes still red from tears, finally said:
– If you lie to me, my revenge will be severe.
– Lying about wanting to do it again? You'd have to be crazy to lie about something like that," Ruthra said with his trademark smile.
– I'm not kidding, I'm gonna kill you. I'll kill you both.
– What are you talking about? Didn't you ask your friend to act out a scene like this? I thought it might happen.
– So it's true?
– Of course not. We played you, too. It's a montage.
– You're lying.
– Uh, no.
– You're lying.
– Come on, lie down. Not everyone can take your fantasies.
– Don't be afraid of your desires, be afraid of mine," she finally said her favorite slogan firmly and confidently.
– You've got someone to scare. Let's go. I'll just get ready for the inspection," Ruthra said, smiling and pulling her against him.
Noticing this, everyone applauded, which cheered up YatSan and she smiled back.
– How long are we going to admire the lovebirds here? – As always jokingly, the scientist reminded about the purpose of coming to the laboratory.
All the fantastic realities of the new world were realized by the group as commonplace, but the relationship between Rutra and YatSan was perceived as very unusual.
YatSan lay down in the rig, and the lab staff began the process. Ruthra sat down with the girls on the far couch; Andrian, seated separately, was already unrolling the "air" chess pieces, and the scientist was working on the monitor. Rutra smiled at Iulia, but crossed his arms and said:
– Game over, girlfriend. Friendship is friendship, but this is serious. I respect you, I like you as a friend and a coworker, but–
– But you've developed feelings," Catherine said modestly.
– Yes, I confess, I'm having feelings.
– We'll check them out," Iulia was in her own style.
– We mean.
– We mean we.
– You think she'd be interested in that?
– Why, did you convince her?
– Loading the memory back up will be without this plot. She won't know anything about it. So, my dear, I hope you don't have to erase your memory too.
They glanced over to Catherine.
– It's dangerous.
– Behave well and this place will be fine. It was a fun game before and everyone had fun, and since it is now – please justify the concept of "friendship". If we're friends, then we're friends. And if it was pretend, then it's strictly a working relationship.
– Friendship," Catherine said.
– Friendship," Iulia said boldly and firmly, but it didn't sound the same coming from Catherine.
Still, she wanted a special role for herself.
Chapter 3: Where do we dream?
Meanwhile, YatSan "woke up."
– What did you dream about? – Ruthra asked, helping her up.
– Oh, my God, is it true?
Ruthra looked at his friend and coworker "witching" behind the equipment.
– What did you tell her? – He asked me bluntly.
– Nothing unreal. She remembers everything," he said with a sly smile.
– Lied down in one setting, got up out of another, argued a bit, and back again. Right, YatSan?